Athazagoraphobia

  " Iz, What's wrong? " asked Mir curiously while raised her sharp eyebrows innocently. " Nothing, just seem to recall the moment that affected my life. " An image of a figure appeared on my mind. A pair of round hazel eyes and thick sharp sickle-shape eyebrows which could strike all men's heart, pointed nose, thin lips with rosy and cheeky dimples which formed a very charming smile that can wipe out the fire in someone's heart and keep one's eyes on her. All what can I say, she is the most beautiful lady in my eyes. Lilly Collins's twin I guess, but in my opinion she is prettier. The one who always stay with me through ups and downs, even I was at my worst. She never leave me and stood by me no matter what happen. I miss my Khalisya Dania, who is my beloved sister who always be with me after we lose our parents because an accident.

      She came to me with her sweet smile. " I am so proud of you, Sha, " She began to form a pool of tears in her eyes. She hugged me tightly. " Hey Sha, don't cry. You should be happy for your result. Such a crazy girl for cry over 4.00 CGPA. " joked me to erase her sadness. " I can't work my brain out without you, you're my everything " she whispered with her whole heart. I was so speechless. Didnt realized tears already rolled down on my cheeks. " You're my sunshine, Sha. You're the who light up my world after Mom and Dad gone. By the way, congratulation, future-architect. She laughed happily.

      Years flew by, everything also changed. I didnt expect what I saw just now. A form for a pilot-to-be " Is Sha try to lie me? Don't she know I hate lie so damn much? " I mumbled. Suddenly, a door opened. It was Khalisya. " Sya, what the heck is this? " I rebuked her. Her face was so pale, seems like lack of blood after heard my voice. " We need to talk. Is it wrong to take a job as pilot? It brings a lot of money too. Plus, I love to fly everywhere. It is the most beautiful feelings in the world. " she took a huge breath. " But you're already an architect. You also know I don't agree if you want to be a pilot. It was so hazardous. How many plane were already crashed? Please. " I begged her softly. I swear I don't want to lose her. " Sis Iz, could you please understand me? Yes, I'm an architect. But I love to be a pilot. I won't lose this chance. I must take this oppurtunity. Please, let me achieve my dream. " The fire started to burn in my heart. " Is it hard to follow my advice?! Selfish and silly you! " I yelled at her at the top of my voice. She seems so shocked with my action. " Are you talking to the mirror? You're the one who're selfish! You want me to follow all your words. What about me? My feelings? My future? You just think about yours, not mine! " Sha cried for river, She took steps and walked away as fast as lightning. Guilty feeling overwhelmed. " I swear I didn't have any intention to hurt her. I just love her, I don't want to lose the person I love. I don't want the lightning strikes the same place twice after our beloved parents.. Before this, I never had a bad fight with her. This is the first time. " I mumbled alone. The tears rolled down on my cheeks

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